Week 2 - Now Is Not The Time To Freak Out! (He tells himself...)

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Concord, NC - It is difficult to convey the dual sense of excitement and anxiety I am experiencing right now.   With just two weeks to go, I feel like I've done all the big training I could possibly have done, but was it enough?  I am strong in my legs and blessedly injury-free aside from the aches and pains that are part of this training schedule.   That was half the battle, but then the little nagging part of me says "you should have started earlier" (man, I hate that guy....).

In any case, what is done is done and it's time to taper a little and get my head on straight for the mental battle to come.   I'm pretty good at showing confidence on the outside but silently freaking out on the inside, so this is sort of my coming-out announcement that I am slightly freaking out.   I thought this image captured it perfectly:







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